Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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6:25 pm
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Oh how the time is flying by...and i absolutly LOVE it. i cant wait to move on and get out of high school. im so sick of everything. i just want to start a new life. that sounds cheesy but its what i want. and im so glad jess is going to worcester state with me.we are gunna have a great time together. i just spent about an hour in my hot tub....man why dont i use that more often. it was so relaxing....so this weekend was not all that exciting. boston on thursday which was fun....then i worked friday till 430 in the morning...that got me a little tired...then worked again saturday...so other than boston i did nothing all weekend but that was cool because i needed rest. i really cant wait until april vacation. i think it is going to be a good time....and its spring!!!! yay!!!! thats all for now...
current mood:  rejuvenated
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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1:35 am
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mmmmm......friday nights....oh how i love them :)
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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9:18 pm
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so i have been cleaning pretty much all day. i cleaned the whole house, minus my parents room and shanes room. then i cleaned out the bar area and now i am starting on my room. i figured the best way to start was by organizing my clothes. and i just counted all of my tops...well the clean ones(i have A LOT of laundry to do) and i am already up to 106 and that isnt including all my sweater shirts. is that bad?? after going through a majority of my clothes, i am getting really excited for spring and summer.
i decided to go to worcester state. i need to send out my deposit. and i am gunna live on campus cuz thats half of the experience. im excited/ a little scared. i think it will be good to be somewhat on my own.
my car is falling apart...literally....
im actually saving up my money and i got lots of it (for me at least)
i think i am going to get my car repainted cuz maaco is having that sale they always have. its only $250 to get it painted....i need suggestions on colors.
i need to continue to clean.....
current mood:  accomplished
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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1:39 pm
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overall, good weekend. thursday did what i was planning...wasnt too fun but i dont regret it, and i like it a lot. friday night = awesome. good times (what i can actually remember). saturday worked and later relaxed here and coll and sara came over for a bit. and today im gunna clean my downstairs since shane is having a superbowl party. thats pretty much it.
<3
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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4:40 pm
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ouch
current mood:  giddy
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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11:17 pm
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This device is CRAZY. It gave me Chiverssssss
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6:04 pm - Well its love...
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I was just reading a couple of my horoscopes for this upcoming week (because i base my life on these things) and one included meeting a guy with an accent and then another said something about my "exotic" new friend saying all the right things. so i think this week im supposed to fall in love with a foreigner. that would be a nice birthday gift because i love guys with accents(well certain ones)
current mood: busy
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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11:09 pm - Oh what a night...
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work was really good tonight, made some good cash. got to see coll because she was on probation for the night. :)
four days till my birthday! so excited.
thats about it, not much else to say. goodnight
current mood:  creative
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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1:18 pm
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oh so bored...and a little on the sick side. i have nothing to do. i really hate being sick. didnt go to school yesterday due to my cold..slept pretty much all day which was greeeeaaat. my bday is in like a week..so excited, hopefully coll will escape from prison to celebrate with us. i already have a couple plans for that weekend but i wanna do something where i can invite everyone. anyone got any suggestions on where to go or what to do? i want to go to st thomas or hawaii so bad right now, i miss my family and the nice weather.
on the subject of weather, i dont think i have ever experienced this much snow in my life. i love snow, but i hate not being able to go out in it. people need to comment in this so i can feel loved...im going to go take a bath though, goodbye.
current mood:  sick
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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5:34 pm
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Mmmm...how's that smell sara??
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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5:55 pm
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i <3 my friends...each and everyone of them....and i am happy, truely happy....
current mood:  cheerful
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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11:23 pm
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vacation pretty much sucked. i wish we didnt have to go back to school. christmas overall was great...because it always is and jess came to christmas eve. we had a good time..lots of laughs. got some pretty good gifts. didnt really work at all this week, only one day. spent new years eve up in boston, it was pretty fun. except for shady random drunk/drugged up street men wacthing porn in the next room....oh the things intoxicated people bring home. i must say jess amused me though...oh i coulod not live without that girl. well one day left, and well i dont really care because im probably not going to do anything fun...because that is what my life consists of, nothing fun or important...im done
current mood:  stressed
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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12:20 am
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im feeling a little better than i did before. but i dunno. i hate how people dont understand me...but i really hate that i cant really explain myself to people...if that makes sense.
im really confused about things...
worked today...such a pointless day..we had all of 6 tables ALL DAY. we played the game LIFE at work..kinda fun except i lost, i suck at it and it kinda confused me. made a whole $20 in tips! woohoo lol. no but in the past 3 days i made a total of like $225 in tips i think...and tonight i dont really count cuz well...i just dont.
i hate snobby rich kids who think that they are better than everyone else because they come from money....cuz guess what....your not! i came across a couple of those this week at work and they all made me want to to vomit.
this new kitten is really starting to annoy me..but hes so cute.
i really wish i could figure out why my phone wont send pictures to my email...does anyone know?
its 12:30 and im sooo bored..
im in the mood to go out...but there isnt anywhere to go or anyone to hang out with...
this is long enough...goodnight
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Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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10:48 am
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i really just wanna go to sleep and not wakeup...
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Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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12:29 pm
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ahhhhhh....i really just dont know anymore...i wish i could go into hiding and think for a long time with no one influencing me about ANYTHING. theres so much that is stressing me out right now and im so sick of it. everything right now just makes me want to up and leave this place. once i am financally stable im moving to hawaii. i dont know about anything anymore...college...people...work....life...it just all makes me wanna cry. hopefully i will be able to get that job with jess so i can save up faster. i need to cut down on spending which means no more coffee unless its absolutly needed. i dunno...thats all i need to vent about for this second
current mood: stressed
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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6:13 pm
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Dear Laur/_____,
You are really_____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____. You are my _____. I _____ you!
Signed your _____,
_____
p.s. _____.
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5:54 pm
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Oh goodness....i dunno.....im bored...
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Friday, November 5th, 2004
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7:04 pm
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i need a boy...really bad...im lonely...i havent been in the best moods lately. i hate think feeling. i feel like i cant talk to people. and when i do i just dont think they understand because in my head it makes sense, but when i try to put my feelings into words it doesnt come out the right way.
but anyways...tonight is colls birthday so hopefully we will be celebrating.
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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4:14 pm
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im not failing english! ya im so excited. i brought it back up to a B. so i visited UMASS...liked it, Fitchburg...hated it, and Salam...didnt care for it. why is there always so much drama? so im really hoping that this weekend we can hang out w/ jim and all the boys..i miss them..those used to be good times. jim if your reading this you better keep the plans going!but thats it. bye
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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10:14 pm
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i am so ready for a vacation. im sick of school..im failing english....i dont know how but i am. i dont think its all my fault tho because my teacher forgot to put a grade in for me...so that definitely would lower my grade. Tsams gave me three days this week so that was awesome...i need to make better tips because im always broke. for a short time i kinda didnt want to work there anymore, but now i like it a lot better...its fun working there...even tho i get beatup on and untrue rumors about me are spread...thanks to colleen and sara! thanks girls! no im jk...i know they are just messing around with me. thats its for tonight....have i mentioned lately i really want to go back to boston....come on guys when are we gunna go!?!?
current mood: content
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